2014; the hardest year ever.

Hellooo...
As promised on the previous post, I'm gonna update about my life summary on 2014. Planned to update this before 2014 ends, but hahaha,well who don't know, Fify the Queen of procrastinator. Cehhh.
Hmm, I'm gonna start about the summary of my life month by month if I could remember.. I guess this could be a long post yawww!

#January
―I met lot of people during winter holidays, and learned more about Islamic knowledge. Alhamdulillah.
―struggle doing 卒業研究(sotsugyou kenkyuu) final research but seldom escape to bestie's house cause too stress to finish it.

#February
―Final research done. I passed all subjects although I got a repeat paper. Haha!
―Went back to Malaysia, the shortest holiday I've ever had, just two weeks!
―For the first time, manage lot of money, uhukkk.. I'm really not ready to be an adult.

#March
―Don't really remember if the graduation day happened on this month. But my dream came true, wearing hakama on the graduation day.Weeeee
―The journey to a new place; Fukui started.

#April
―University Entrance Ceremony, but we just took picture in front of the hall..haha
―Officially 3rd year Electrical and Electronic Engineering student of Fukui University.

#May ~ July
―Nothing in my mind, but I guess, I was busy discovering Fukui.
―I knew there were many people who were special to me once,or maybe still special, born on July. Hey, July babies..why you are so special..U got magnet, don't you?. Haha.

#August
―At last, got chance to see the biggest firework in Japan, which was held at Nagaoka. But, we got bad place to sit. Nvm, gonna book the seat this year for nice view. It is a must. But.. the saddest part is, got no chance to take my picture with yukata with the firework background.. and with someone that I wish to take with. T_T

#September
―Went a vacation alone, I mean travel alone from KLIA to Sabah. Haha. Met long time no see friends, childhood friends.. Was such a great moment that I cant ever explain. I got chance to watch car racing in the midnight too, and stuck at the airport with the gang as there were too many roadblock. Every night in Sabah was fun though.

#October
― 2nd October, again and again.. the 4th break up in my life. So the lesson, just be single, till someone proposes you. Okay, I will wait for you.
―Out of sudden, I've become close to someone.. the one who gave me support and strength. The one I admire too since half of decade ago. Haha.
―I guess God wanna show me something, clue.. why I should break up, why he left me with no words. Huhu. There must be a reason.
―Uhhh but wait, 2nd October also marked the best moment I've ever had in my life. The best night ever and I wish to repeat it again. :)

#November
―Life getting harder and harder cause my life turned 180 degrees.
―No proper cooks, meal..bad time and money management. Afraid of dark at night.
―Till I didn't even remember my birthday.

#December
― The worst winter holiday in my life. Nowhere to go with no partner. Haha. Becoming otaku.
―wish to have a short escape with him or just enjoying illumination together, but hope is just a hope.

I guess 2014 was the hardest year for me, and maybe for the Malaysian too. May 2015 full of happiness, joy, blissful, secrecy, warm love, success, luck, knowledge, sweet moments, eternal love, positive vibes, positive people, dreams that come true, picturesque places to go, prosperity, bless and many moreeeee!

Random thoughts on 2014

Actually nak update about 2014 summary.
Heh, but too early babeh.. and, konon2 nak update in English, sebab terasa English makin bodoh after exam TOEIC lepas.. but, heshh..
Terimalah hakikat lemah bahasa. So pardon my language.

Okay, back to the topic yea, random thoughts on 2014.. I will try to recall all my thoughts for this whole year. Heehee.. sometimes, we can recall the thoughts right? As its keep merry―go―around in our head. 何だこれ？？

#1 Don't expect that the happiness will be yours forever fellass..

#2 I've always wonder, that people use instagram just to show off their fucking luxury life...they got this, they went there, they got superb cars, they got superb crazy friends, they ate the best food in town..BUT, think the bright sight, they want to spread the happiness, maybe?? Ψ(￣∇￣)Ψ

#3 You will earn what you want when your will-power reached to the maxxx! Trust me, im livin it.. but, dont ask me how to boost the will-power.. coz I guess the booster is YOU, YOURSELF!

#4 Don't put too much expectation on your before-married relationship. HAHA! Coz it hurts too much when the relationship goes down.

#5 Just leave the guy, when you dont see yourself in his future. JUST LEAVE. Just dont waste your time. That's all.

#6 Sometimes you just need the time alone. See the world by yourself thus, you can explore youself more. Travel alone might be the brilliant idea, trust me. Hahaha.

#7 Just do what you want, and dont ever let others effect what you want to do. But, heyy beragak la jugak.. kalo ko nak pergi clubbing, member kata tak boleh tp ko pergi gak, memang nak kena hempuk! Contoh, ok.

#8 I believe that having 少ないbestie is far away better than having lots of friends. Apa guna ada berjuta kawan, but when you get upset, no ones care. Boooooo...

#9 Dont get mad when your parents bertekak tak bagi you hang out a lot, coz the truth is, they just want you to be with them. They just want to see you get lazy on the cozy sofa watching tv. Senang citer, they just want you in the house. Lalalala~

#10 People come to our life for a certain reason. But I always believe that God sends happiness to me via them. Million thanks to the people who step in my life. I'll carve your name in my heart,then.. heee

#11 ELEVEN. My fav number, so Im gonna talk about thing I've fancy for the past 5 years. It's all about CRUSH! So brace yourself or just skip this and just read the #12. Haha. You got crush, but at the same time you got lovers. Why? Because your lovers(read ex-lovers) had put on sooooo much effort to get you, whilst you crush(of course, he didnt know you had crush on him) did nothing for you. So who you have to choose then. Of course, the one who've chased you like crazy, right? Then, that time.. you just feel like, crush is just a crush coz you've already choose the chaser. I repeat, coz you've choose the CHASER. But then I realized, you had been crushed into him for the half of decade, so why dont you be the chaser????? Why not, try to be the CHASER at least once in your lifetime. Just be the chaser, or I might be regretted with what had happen to my ex-crush. But, be aware, don't put too much expectation, coz that Mr. Crush got heart too. He deserves to chase the girl that he wants too..NOTE that. Well, I will keep chasing as long as he doesnt run away. But if he gives the sign to run away, so I will stop..but I will not stop waiting for you. =)
But, hmmm Im not saying that I am the full-time chaser, coz I wanna play kejar-kejar with you too (^_^)v So, crush.. say YES if you wanna start the game. Ok, gedik level 1000. Next, please...

#12 Hmm, I keep wondering when my bestfriend's husband adviced me, try to keep away from the guy who chased you like crazy hell, coz once he got you, he will not appreciate you. Well, I experienced it once though. Hmmmm.

#13 The guy that propose you just to know you more is such a gentleman and NOT GELOJOH ok.. I dont think it is so gelojoh, but heyy, respect kot coz I believe guy yang macam tu as like 1 in a million. Please note, that..he proposes not only you, but your whole family okay.

#14 The future sometimes scared me. Who will I be in the next 5 years?? Does the job that I will have back then, make me happy? Will I make happiness more than I make money? What will be my first car??? Will I become an architect? Whose my spouse? Okay, Im not ready to say bye2 to my chicky-childish life. Im not ready.

#15 Why dont you try to go back to your hometown,once. Drive alone on the city, going nowhere just to feel that.. aaahhh..I've been here, I've been there, Ive passed this road a long time ago.. aaaahhh, you will know that feeling. Hometownーthe childhood place, where the place that you play kejar2, hide and seek, the place where you grown up.. go to school just to meet up your friend, and can't wait to hear the school bell to ring as it means that your playtime starts. Meeting long-lost friends and childhood friends give you a wide perspective to the world.

Well, hmm I guess there might be a lot of random thought, but hmm let me stop at #15 coz I'm so lazy to recall them. Well, should it be continued??nahhhhh, nope. Till then, well next update will be the summary of 2014. See ya.

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My first ever contact lens.

Hola,
At last, this naughty little girl langgar peraturan ayah yang ke sekian juta kalinya, and one of it is pakai contact lens.
Huuu, i know ayah would be angry if he knew this..so let it be secret. Muahahaha..
Okayy, nervous, takut semua ada as a first timer..