絶対に涙が見せたくない。。

언제나 이렇게 웃어요 나
세상이 힘들게 해도 난 절대
눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
いつも笑ってる。。世の中にどんな大変な事があっても。。絶対に涙が見せたくない。。
i am always =) how hard the world would be..i'll never show my cry..

Kerana dirimu begitu berharga

Friday always being a lucky day!
Yup!there's something happens to me today..but nop!i'll not tell it now..
but nak share satu kisah...sedang asyik membelek mukabuku,aku terlihat satu post ni..
Cantik Semulajadi Tanpa Solekan.

Yup!aku sangat tertarik dengan post tu sebab hurm agak menyedarkan aku tentang make up!Walaupun aku ni bukanla pengguna alat solek tegar tapi aku agak terasa la dengan ayat-ayat dalam post tu.
And aku tahu lelaki akan lebih tertarik dengan perempuan yang bermake up tapi yang meluat pun ada juga!hahaha!

nak dijadikan cerita ada suatu hari member lelaki aku pun cerita la pengalaman dia dating dengan seorang perempuan ni,and dia mengadu dekat aku "perempuan tu punya bibir merah gila macam nak minta kiss pulak!"aku diam sekejap!dalam hati nak tergelak pun ada..aku siap check pics perempuan tu dekat mukabuku..ye tak ye juga...make up bukan main..erk,dah mengutuk pula..diri sendiri tak sedar..hahaha

so apa yang aku nak sampaikan dari cerita tadi tu..make up berlebihan ni bawa mesej tak elok pula kat lelaki tu...aku pula yang malu!but bagi aku la,its okay if nak make up..go on..tapi tak perlulah kot berlebihan..cukup la kot sekadar bedak baby carry junior@ johnson & johnson @ compact powder plus pelembab bibir lipice.

bukan nak menegur tapi untuk diri juga.aku pun pernah minat nak bermake up dulu,if you remember my old post,i wanna play with my eyes hahaha,and tak lama lepas tu aku still cuba untuk bermake up di bahagian mata..and lastly aku give up!lagipun dah ada kawan yang tegur tak cantik.At last aku bagi semua make up untuk mata,eyeliner,maybelline volume express mascara,eyelash curler,maybelline eye colour,ha apa lagi make up mata..semua aku bagi kat ibu...hehehe!

talking about the post,apa yang menarik lagi ialah "Wajah yang penuh dengan solekan memang akan menampilkan kesan yang ketara sehingga tidak nampak lagi wajahnya yang asli."Yup!!im totally agree with that!


why?sebab aku tak ingat siapa yang cerita but its about wedding,i mean perempuan bila dah almost everyday make up sana sini...and bila time jadi Raja dan Permaisuri Sehari of course la..make up super duper grand kan!!bila orang dah nampak dia selalu make up,so at the wedding day tu orang nampak dia biasa je..tak ada serinya!if tak percaya pergila mana-mana wedding day orang-orang yang korang kenal selalu make up.


but beza pula dengan orang yang jarang make up,once dia make up gila-gila tu pun time bersanding..orang semua teruja gilaaa tengok dia..ha!yang ni aku pernah tengok!thats what we call ada SERInya!serious lawa gila pengantin tu!


so girls and me!tak perlulah nak make up tebal-tebal..bibir merah macam nak minta kiss..nak make up sangat make up dalam rumah time ada husband nanti..whoopss!


though,i know some of the girls might say, "i look pretty when i make up.."#then took picture,posing muka cun,then post on fb...ahaha!
urghh...tak perlulah..and honestly bagi aku,orang yang make up tebal sangat ni adalah sebab dia tak yakin diri dia cantik!


BEAUTY ISN'T MAKE UP! okay!
everyone has their own beauty right?
apapun,kecantikan lahir dalam dirilah!

nak baca post tu,click link kat bawah..^_^
Sumber: http://akuislam.com/blog/renungan/cantik-semulajadi-tanpa-solekan/

p/s: im happy today because i got an A for killer subject..heeee...

Mr.Lonely Ranger..

I had a beautiful dream last night.HAHAHAHA!A date with someone who are far away...or i called him as 'orang laut'.

For the whole day i keep thinking about the dream.How can i dream about him?Weird!

Its weird for me because i cant easily have dreams,but once i have..it is really really vivid and i can remember all the colors of the object clearly.......

Talking about the dream,we just sitting next to each other and he gave me a light pink paper bag and has a pink box inside it.

And like usual,he looks so awkward ,yeah i knew,he is "clumsy" and "shy" boy and he never have a date with a girl.

But so sad,the rest i cant remember.I think i should have a dream journal starting from now.So that i can write the story precisely in my blog.

Honestly,Im missing him so much...=)

Hoping that he is not a lonely ranger anymore.I dont know who is he waiting for.I just can pray that best girl comes to him.He deserves it!

someone will be waiting you 'orang laut' =)

Daging Salai Masak Lomak Cili Api

Resipi hari ini...Daging Salai Masak Lemak Cili Api!

Maaf gambar diatas terlebih cahaya maka nampak kuah tidak begitu pekat....

Sebenarnya kuah gulai warnanya kuning pekat,pedas dan sedap!

Macam biasa,aku nak update resipi sebagai nota untuk sendiri dan disaat kecemasan apabila mak mertua nak merasa la pulak gulai nogori..apa lagi,blog la tempat untuk dirujuk.

Bahan-bahan:

2/3 ulas bawang putih dicincang halus

1 cm hirisan halia dicincang halus

1 biji cili api dicincang halus 

serbuk kunyit

santan 1 mangkuk

hirisan daging yang disalai

Cara-caranya:

1.Panaskan minyak,dan masukkan daging yang dipotong halus tadi dan biarkan sehingga airnya kering.Letak sedikit garam.Alihkan daging apabila daging dah cukup disalai,atau kehitam-hitaman.Ala-ala salai gitu!^_^

2.Tumis bahan-bahan yang dicincang halus tadi.Kalau nak blender pun tak apa,tapi aku prefer cincang halus je sebab leceh nak guna blender.Cili tu bergantung kepada tahap kepedasan.Cili api kat Jepun yang aku guna ni 1 biji dah cukup pedas yang teramat.Masukkan daging tadi dan masukkan 1 mangkuk santan.

3.Pastikan sentiasa kacau santan di dalam periuk agar tidak pecah minyak.Masukkan kentang dan serbuk kunyit seseka hati.Tambahkan garam secukup rasa.Panaskan dengan api kecil,tunggu seketika.

4.Siap!

Simple what!terutamanya untuk pelajar-pelajar luar negara boleh apply resipi ini.Santan pun guna serbuk santan je.Walaupun simple,tapi aku jamin sedap.Im totally satisfied with my own cook.Apa yang penting jangan MALAS,confirm apa yang dimasak sedap.^_^

p/s:cant wait for winter holiday.hope that everything goes well!cant wait to play with the Snow!and again trying pakai boot yang buat sakit kaki.Well nak practice pakai lagi before pergi Korea..^_^

Tokyo Motor Show 2011

Jangan terpengaruh dengan tajuk post.
Teringin nak pergi motor show..and ada kesempatan pun nak pergi..tapi musibah datang bertimpa-timpa..

part-time TOURIST GUIDE?

Hello there...well update again as i have a lot of free time but actually not..
i got 3 reports to do this week weyh!i repeat 3 reports for a week!*trying to berlagak tenang..
okayla back to the point...
what i want to tell here is about a part-time tourist guide...
what?fify?wants to be a tourist guide????
hurm...actually i straightly thinking about that when i was having talks with my best boyfriend who now studying in Korea through skype yesterday...
he told me about some of them did the part-time job as tourist guide!waaaaa....they are so clever isnt it?....
i know they need extra money there..
but me...im not talking about money...im talking about new experience...new adventure..guiding people that you dont know for example..its must be a new challenge for you...bringing them to many interesting places in Japan...
thats what some of them did in Korea...nice right?
i was so excited when he told me about that..i just can say WOW!!!and i want to do the same too.........
talking about tourist guide...before being a tourist guide..you must have a lot of experience travelling around and you must be very good at the language at least!
but me..im not saying that ive been travelling all around in Japan completely and i still learning the japanese language..
however..i am the person that love to walk everywhere while enjoying the nature...untill now..
not to be proud of, but i managed to survive alone from tokyo to osaka ^_^...and at that time i was just being in Japan less than a month!heehee...
but before that,thanks a lot to my seniors who back then guided me at first when i came to Japan...and alhamdulillah..
i can easily adapt on how to get the train on time with exact place to go..and until now..i know where to find affordable hotel to stay..cheap price for transport either bus or plane..where to find duty-free shop to buy souvenirs..and etc..
thats what people say 'Jauh perjalanan luas pengetahuan'..the more you travelling around..the more experience and knowledge you gain..
its kinda easy actually to survive here if you know how to speak Japanese language but its must be hard for tourist especially because the Japanese here dont use English too much and they dont understand at all if you ask something from them in English..but the Japanese are very helpful people..they will try as they can to help you...^_^
so thats all for today...if people ask me to be their tourist guide..well..for surely i would like to..you better come here according to Japan's holiday so that i'll have a lot of time to guide you to many interesting places...

LETS DISCOVER THE BEAUTY OF JAPAN.

Autumn 2011

Winter will be coming shortly...and bye bye my lovely Autumn...

but its not too late if i wanna share my Autumn story...

agak malang during Autumn aku agak busy...aku hanya spend masa dengan alam during autumn di awal dan pertengahan autumn..

agak cemburu melihat rakan-rakan yang dapat bergambar dengan dedaunan yang merah dan gugur.

tapi tak apa...dah rezeki mereka...rezeki orang lain-lain kan?

12 November 2011, 六義園[Rikugien garden],Tokyo

sorry baru nak update...yup..like i said..im very busy....

akhirnya dapatlah juga aku mencuri masa menghayati keindahan alam di musim luruh...dalam bahasa jepunnya Aki!for me..Autumn has its own beautiful landscape..yelah..semua daun bertukar warna merah...and sangat cantik sekali!mana nak dapat tengok dedaunan bertukar merah,orange kekuningan..

I love Autumn very much!honestly..but nak buat macam mana..i didnt have too much time hanging out during autumn...sedih tapi tak apa..lama lagi duduk sini...

Owh,forgot to tell about this garden...yup...this is one of the most popular garden in Tokyo..i dont know why its call rikugien..yeah the kanji's pronounciation always be complicated..but i prefer to call it Rokugien as the front word is called Roku means 6,so the Rikugien means 6 poems garden..dont ask me why...ask the orang-orang tua yang tinggal sana...hahaha

the garden is kinda big but if  you dont go the hill,and dont spend too much at the teahouses..it just take time around hour only to walk all around in the garden but can be more than hour if you like to take pic here and there..haha!

macam aku...tak habis-habis promo tin pepsi!hahahaha..bajet model pepsi habisss!

but seriously its a nice place to go during autumn..and i suggest you to go there around 20 november and above..a bit unlucky as  i went there near mid-november,so there not too much of red leaves...sad!

and at the time i went there....as like semua pokok tak sama merah...i mean..some are still green..but some are red..and ada tu daun dah gugur..dah botak dah...

owh yeah..btw..the garden opens at 9 am to 5 pm...and the admission fee is 300 yen per person...
garden tu nak masuk bukan free free okay!huhu...

and below are the pics that brought to you by Pepsi..enjoy!

see!the trees behind me!all the colors tak seragam weyh!

fify love Pepsi!

pepsi pepsi!

lawa kan!

pepsi lagi!

I LOVE AUTUMN!!!!

20 years 19 days

Dear diary,
I am completely 20 years old ++ right now....
kadang tak percaya dah 20 tahun...
thanks Allah for giving me chance to live on this wonderful world..
for giving me a lot of new experience..till im 20s...
umur 20 ni kenalah jadi lebih matang....wah!ayat pun memang dah skema...
hurm but im really grateful and im proud with myself sebab my life is full of difficulties..too many downs than ups!
yeah..i admit that!but i manage to face it and yet..i am facing it right now...tak perlulah aku nak heboh kat sini...cukuplah insan-insan terdekat sahaja yang tahu ya tak?
owh..before tu nak ucapkan terima kasih sangat-sangat bagi yang masih mengingati diri ini...
FAMILY of course la kan..Khaireen, Juhaida, Afiqah, Atiqah Yusof, Amirah Awang, Khairunnisa, Aqilah, Shuhaib, Eizzat, Syahzman, Amer Nasru, Hakim, Rusydi, pemanggil setia, Arisya, Shakirah, Ilyas, Haziq Ayie, Senior Lim,..terima kasih sangat-sangat wish...dan tidak lupa juga kepada yang sudi meraikan Senior Su, Khoo, Elian...
barulah boleh list insan-insan yang wish dekat sini bila kita tak tunjuk birthday dekat facebook...i prefer this rather than having a lot of noti from friends who just post hb like always on your fb wall..^_^
padahal dahulu bukan main excited dapat notification sampai seratus lebih sebab orang wish birthday...
tapi bila makin membesar rasa benda itu entah apa-apa...
sepanjang hidup sehingga 20 ini terlalu banyak perkara baru and banyak pencapaian baru...
some of that im very happy of..
-Alhamdulillah i managed to pass my Monkasyo exam and akhirnya dapat jejak di bumi sakura ini..and i turned 20 in Japan!
-Setakat ini on the way nak minimized duit from ayah..walaupun dulu pernah azam di umur 19...apapun sejujurnya sangatlah perit apabila terpaksa guna duit sendiri...yelah..siapa tak perit muda-muda kena guna duit sendiri beli baju raya, keperluan sendiri...disebabkan aku kedekut...aku berjaya membeli baju raya sehelai sahaja!haha...bukan ayah tak nak belikan...memang ayah nak belikan tapi aku dengan sengajanya menolak..
perit tahu tak bila kita tolak perlawaan ayah nak belanja...seriously!
-i gave my ibu duit raya when i was 19++...^_^ tapi time raya aku cuba juga menolak duit raya dari ayah..tapi apakan daya ayah paksa ambil...
-i managed to have a life insurance by my own!alhamdulillah..so till now got 2..one from ayah and one by myself!
-i managed to get an A for the subject which i hate the most since i learnt it at secondary school..well apa lagi subjek yang aku paling mengamuk dekat blog ini..!Electrical circuit!but im still trying to fall in love with Electrical circuit...
-im kind of surrender to highlight my hair!please clap to myself...insyaAllah tak buat lagi because i know 'tak sah sembahyang' like my ibu said after i highlighted my hair for 2 years with so many colors!evil me!last august i went to salon to cut my bleached hair!from maroon to red,red to purple,purple to red and orange..the orange was the effect that my hair is bleaching as i wash my hair everyday..totally regret!
-aku dah boleh memasak!tak sangka memasak itu tak susah pun...selagi kita ikhlas buat..im very sure that your cooks will turn out great!sedap sangat!so, nak masak sedap..jangan ada rasa malas walau sedikit pun sebab rasa malas itulah buat masakan kita tak sedap...

well.all that i listed was just the ups!like i said just now..too many downs than ups in my life!my ups story is just a little compare to others...yup!i knew it...
and the downs....perlukah cerita?
i guess tak perlulah...biarkan sahaja pahit dan getir kita lalui seorang..yang ups tu...
kita "berlagak tenang,dalam hati siapa yang tahu..." kan?
maybe i'll tell everyone about all my hard stories when i've  become somebody...barulah kita boleh share pahit getir bila dah betul-betul berjaya kan?
owh yea..i changed my blog template...so hard to edit!blurgh!and its still in renovation..
well dah 20 kan...so tukar sedikit blog template...lebih matang...
and i've read all my older post!hahahahahahhahahahahahaha!*big laugh!
but seronok juga bila baca cerita dulu-dulu..zaman tak matang,zaman cintan cintun...owh!sangat malu!
and i deleted some of the post that i think unnecessary,terlalu memalukan diri sendiri,kisah cinta jiwang sangat,...but peristiwa penting i still keep it in my blog..dah tua nanti boleh baca...
i know every blogger bila dah boring tu..you all will go to your own blog and read back what u'v wrote right??..
nak gelak,nak menangis, semua perasaan ada bila tengok hasil penulisan sendiri yang mengalahkan writing essay,penulisan bahasa melayu...bila baca post yang ada mengenai kawan-kawan..mulalah nak menangis mengenangkan kisah dulu...    

just add zero!my cake when i was 2 years old..

tahun ini tak ada pics birthday pun..just curi pics from my ayah's fb...bak kata dia..ni hadiah untuk aku pics lama-lama ni..ahahaha!baikla ayah!

during my birthday..not sure either 1 year old or 2?hurm..

now i want to talk about my wishlist..

apa yang aku nak for short-term ini....nak plan untuk long term..aku masih kabur dengan future aku..and if aku expect apa yang terjadi pun maybe the my future would be beyond my expectation right?anything can happen..tiba-tiba aku sangat takut dengan future walaupun motto aku "the future doesnt scare me at all"

adakah aku menjadi engineer?satu-satunya pekerjaan yang aku paling tak suka sebab engineer tak kaya pun actually..wah!bukan aku cakap,tapi ayah cakap okay!macam tu pula...tapi bab kahwin itu macam tak kabur sangat..hanya mampu berdoa moga Allah jodohkan kami..^_^ *bab kahwin boleh pula tak kabur...

so short-term wishlist

-selagi mampu,aku cuba habiskan course yang aku ambil ini..walaupun ada seorang lecturer mechanical beritahu aku yang course electrical ni sangat susah sebab dia pernah cuba ambil course electrical..aku akui SUSAH!

-if im fully in love with my course...insyaAllah aku akan sambung ke university...kalau tak,sampai disitu sahajalah...and aku tukar major,ke Architecture..

-tapi if aku tak boleh handle course aku ini..maka aku mungkin akan cuba bincang dengan pihak penaja..bukan nak menuding sesiapa..tapi rasa malang apabila course yang dipilih berbeza dengan course yang dapat..how come semua orang dapat course yang mereka nak..itulah, 'ada malang dalam tuah'

-no scandals stop naughty!

-hati bertambah kuat

-kurangkan dosa,tambahkan amal..

setakat ini itu sahaja yang aku rasa sangat penting..moga apa yang bakal terjadi baik untuk aku...i believe Allah knows BEST!and Allah never puts any burden on a soul that is beyond its ability to bear right?

hoping for those who reads this..

doakan kejayaan saya dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan yang lain...

terima kasih

terima kasih Allah kesusahan demi kesusahan datang tanpa putus..... terima kasih Allah membalas dosa-dosa besar yang lalu..