all those crazy things we did,didn't think about it,just went with it...

Ujian itu adalah hadiah dari Allah

Esok,bersamaan 27 January 2012 bermulalah satu lagi pilihan aku dalam mencorakkan lagi hidup yang penuh duri ini.
Esok aku mungkin akan memilih courrse Energy and Ecology Engineering.
Ya Allah!apakah itu?sesungguhnya aku tak pernah menyangkakan akan mengambil course tersebut apatah lagi course yang aku ambil sekarang...well,aku tahu kita tak patut menyesali apa yang ditakdirkan..tapi bukankah kita boleh memilih?
and aku tahu kita perlu berserah dengan takdir dan terima takdir itu seadanya..tapi sampai bila??

pilih kolej yang diingini --direject = aku PASRAH
pilih course yang diminati--pihak yang berkenaan tidak menaja untuk course tersebut = aku PASRAH
pilih course yang diingini -- pihak yang bertanggungjawab tersalah beri course = aku PASRAH
terpaksa memilih salah satu course untuk tahun ke 4 -- ????????????? = aku PASRAH

dan bila perkara ini asyik bermain dalam kepala otak,last-last aku terjumpa satu ayat setelah membaca satu artikel ini,which is about HADIAH DARI ALLAH.

"Allah redha terhadap mereka dan mereka pun redha kepada-NYA.."(Surah Al-Bayyinah,ayat 8)

dalam artikel tu menjelaskan rahsia tersembunyi dari ayat ini bahawa sesungguhnya apa yang datang terhadap kita adalah HADIAH pemberian ALLAH.
dan ujian itulah hadiah yang paling bermakna tapi ya lah bagi sesetengah dari kita.memikirkan nikmat itulah paling berharga.

betul kata seorang senior aku,nak pasrah itu senang..tapi nak redha itu susah...
and yup!aku sedang mengalaminya..

harap course yang aku ambil untuk tahun hadapan adalah terbaik bagi aku walaupun aku tahu course itu paling susah,but no choice and I have to...
apa yang boleh memujuk diri ini hanyalah pegangan....bahawasanya,

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."(surah Al-Baqarah,ayat 286)

I always believe that Allah knows what's best for me =')

雪!yuki!snow!

just a quick update...
im so happy as the snow falls in oyama!weeee.........
but sorry no picture,because its too dark outside..

announcement again,
i am a happy girl right now who can see the snow falls right away through the window
^_^

p/s:it is so mezurashi,i mean its unusual thing when snow is related to my place;oyama-shi..so this is the first time i saw the snow falls here.

yosh!back to my bestfriend..

Missing me???

OMG!i saw this cool video on Hanis Zalikha's blog..
super duper cool isn't it?
Happening gilaaa....i know its just like a promo...
tapi,kan best kalau kita disambut macam tuh?*berangan sekejap*,time-time exam inilah aku suka sangat berangan bukan-bukan...-.-"
but,apa salahnya berangan ada orang-orang yang akan sambut aku kat airport macam ini...
tapi mustahillah kan unless we are 'somebody'

wah!kena berada di perantauan lama-lama jadi orang besar,I mean jadi seseorang yang berjawatan tinggi/bekerjaya di syarikat luar negara/mengharumkan nama negara di luar negara,then bila balik Malaysia sure ada orang sambut..okay stop it Fify!
happening gilaa kot kan..itu pun kalau ramai kawan yang merindui aku kan..
tapi tulahh..siapa suruh kumpul kawan banyak sangat,at the end,tak semua akan still keep in touch dengan kita kan?
*lari tajuk*
apapun im very proud of MAS!since dari kecil lagi memang suka dengan penerbangan MAS lagi-lagi bila kita naik kapal tu,Kapten memperkenalkan diri dengan memberi salam terlebih dahulu...ouhh!!!sangat confident kalau kapten adalah orang beragama Islam,time landing mesti smooth je..*promote MAS*

wahhhh!cakap pasal Malaysia,i miss Malaysia already...sabar Fify!less than 2 month from now!
when talking about balik,otak bukan main ligat lagi berfikir,
nak makan itu,ini
nak pergi sana sini
nak jumpa dia,kamu,korang
nak buat itu ini..
bila sampai Malaysia langsung blur,sampai nak order burger kat McD pun tersasul-sasul and tak paham apa yang orang kat counter tu cuba sebut..Hampeh!

p/s:thinking about presents for ibu ayah for their 21st anniversary last 25th Disember,thinking of when should i post money to malaysia to pay the asb thing,thinking of buying Japanese-style kain that ibu pesan because nak buat baju kurung,do some shopping before going Korea..etc. too much to think of!so i wrote it here because from now,books will be my bestfriend.oh money,come to me please..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUHAIDA SHAHIR!

This entry is special to Juhaida Shahir,as I owed her one entry that should be posted last year on her 20th birthday...

Juhaida Shahir/juju/claire,

Happy birthday dear,alhamdulillah you turn out 21 years old today with a big smile as I received your pictures on whatsapp last night..I felt so happy at that time,your friends were around to celebrate your birthday there..=')

Honestly i was still awake at the time you whatsapp-ed us;loveydovee..hahaha!

but I preferred to remain silent..

*terasa ayat berbunga pula when I speak English..ahaha..excuse me..

yeah,its hurt kan we couldnt celebrate our bestfriend's birthday..and aku rasa bukan dengan kau seorang je,yang lain-lain pun because of just one reason~The Distance

we never celebrate it right?but I believe iA one day,when semua dah bekerja..I will make sure that I will be there with all of you during your birthday..^_^

Claire,

I know kita tak rapat pun zaman sekolah kan?and same like Kreen,we became close at the end of form five...yeah!with the same thing that made us close..Kejadian BILIK DISIPLIN!

ahaha,from that time I guess we became close enough,walaupun aku rasa kau kurang terkena,I mean your name at that time still much more 'bersih' than me and kreen...

I know thats just cerita lama,but SERONOK gilaa kenangkan balik...

Claire,

aku rasa syukur sangat-sangat that our friendship ini still ada walaupun dah habis sekolah.and yet,I am very happy to have a bestfriend like you..

like kreen,yes, aku kagum dengan kau...and both of you tell me enough that SPM result is nothing laa..hee

as like kau ni macam diam-diam ubi berisi lah juga..rarely tells me about your academic performance but tup tap tup tap,you got JPA scholarship dalam negara..nak tahu tak claire..aku orang paling happy bila dapat tahu kau dapat JPA scholarship at that time..

and hope Allah permudahkan urusan kau,and I cant wait to see you as a brave LAWYER in front me!

Claire,

can you bring me to the court one day?aku sangat-sangat nak tengok macam mana perbicaraan tu berlangsung..

talking about Lawyer,it was my ambition when I was in primary school tau..but bila tahu diri ini tak pandai berdebat..dengan ayah pun berdebat dah menangis-nangis...inikan pula nak berdebat di court..kalah lah jawabnye..

Claire,

actually,aku kagum juga dengan sifat garang kau..i mean tu sifat yang perlu ada la as a big sister in your siblings..sampai aku pun takut wo!and kau sangat matang..nampaklah kematangan kau as a woman di situ walaupun ada sedikit keganasan..jangan marah aku taw..^_^

i miss you a lot claire..='(

and lastly good luck in everything that you do..

and may Allah bless you!

I love you Lawyer-to be!

"Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to Claire...

Happy Birthday to you..."

❤ from Japan

i called him my vampire,the Edward Cullen in Twilight movie although he hates that movie so much...

I never introduce him officially in my blog

Because im afraid the relationship wouldn't last long...

I never talk too much about him in this blog

Because im afraid the happiness wouldn't last long...

But it enough if I introduce here that he is

My only one travel partner 

The one I always fight with when it comes to maps direction

My tuition teacher in every subject

Always like to critic about twilight movie in front of me

The one who I skype with for more than 24 hours

The one who I can practice my Japanese language with

Easy to detect my sadness

The best supporter in Japan

The best listener in Japan

Matured in his own way

A Space engineer to-be

THE..........

enough here 

I'm waiting for a halal relationship till Jannah :)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KREEN!!!!

Hi, ^_^

Okay,bagi batch Circa ft.Crackerz mesti tahu the youngest baby in our batch right...

Don't want to tell who is she...

but im gonna write about the memories i've shared with her and the main thing in this post is just to wish her HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY..^_^

Before tu..sorry sangat-sangat sebab aku memang tak wish langsung dekat dia..

like always..the evil me...

Kenangan dengan dia ni tak banyak sangat zaman sekolah,but at the end of Form 5 terlalu banyak pengalaman pahit and getir dengan dia...hanya Allah sahaja tahu waktu tu...

Kenangan Zaman bilik disiplin paling banyak..tapi nasib baik aku ada teman sejawatan yang terpilih masuk bilik disiplin..jangan main-main,jawatan kitorang  Pen.Ketua Rumah Sukan tau..^_^ yang membezakan kami hanyalah rumah sukan....heeeheee

Zaman dulu-dulu ada masalah kekasih ke cerita dekat dia..bagi aku dia ni seorang yang sangat matang although she is the youngest..for me she is a good listener and good in giving advice too...im feeling so grateful to have a friend,not only friend but bestfriend like her...thanks baby!!!!!!

And alhamdulillah sepanjang perkenalan kita,memang tak ada selisih faham..hehe..like usual,me so kind..^_^

tapi kalau ada pun tak silap dia macam merajuk or marah..

i still remember that moment untill now..bukan salah saya and hakim okay,salahkan mid valley tu yang buat kitorang sesat...but honestly that was the moment yang paling lawak ever!boleh sesat dekat mid???!memang tak boleh masuk dek akal,and that time,aku rasa cuak and takut....takut she thinks that aku ni sengaja mengambil kesempatan with her boyfie..-story the end..tak boleh cerita lebih-lebih..

For your information,she is one of my friends that im very impressed of..why?

because she is very clever!...almost all semester dia dapat anugerah dekan...although SPM dia tak adalah cemerlang macam orang lain,okay bab ni bukan mengutuk...itulah,SPM ini bukanlah kayu ukur untuk mengukur tahap kepandaian seseorang...banyak dapat A tak semestinya pandai ok!

Im very proud of you baby!!!

Aku doa sangat-sangat that you can further your study kat overseas...but if dalam negara pun tak apa...yang penting i just want to see a successful accountant in front me one fine day...^_^

Lastly,Im so jealous with two of you,but alhamdulillah both of you still together untill now...i cant wait 'that moment'...seeing both of you sah menjadi husband and wife...i will always pray for that...

okay,the girl?the woman that i was talking about is..
Khaireennur Najwa or i called her as Baby Kreen...=)

"Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to Baby Kreen...

Happy Birthday to you..."

❤  from Japan 

p/s: before tu sorry if i used your picture without permission,yeah like always evil me..huuu *peace*