Special appreciation 4….

Huhu..suddenly feel terharu.n..appreciate sgt kt da guys dat I’ve met..mule2..bajet diorang gatal2 nk be friend wif me..tp rupenye..what dat I thought b4 ni..totally 100% wrong..niat diorg tol2 bek nk be friend ngan aku..huhuhu..tp mybe aku fikir cmni coz stakat ni..thanx god..coz aku jmpe laki yg baek2..sometimes ,aku lak rse segan sangat2 n rse cam x layak nk kwn ngn dey all coz aku rse aku ni jahat sangat..apetah lg nk jd awek dey all..jgn mimpila..prangai pn x elok..hihi..

Da 1^st guy yg aku jmpe...tyme f.3..baek sgt..jge solat..slalu r nasihatkn aku bab blaja ni..bg dorongan la..bcoz of him la aku rse aku ley dpt 8A dlm PMR ..n my effort too..of course r kn..nk cter sal die banyak sgt r kot..tp bezt sgt2 dpt kwn ngan die..eventhough die tu cam serious sgt..tp bler kwn..len sgt ..perangai die..he is someone that I really respect..aku regret sgt2 nape la aku cm x appreciate die dulu.aku bley pulak pilih sweetheart than die.padahal, aku knal die lg lame than sweetheart aku dulu..regret sgt2..but nk regret2 pn x gne..coz da happened pn kan..but now..cm da jrg contact..aku rse aku taw sbb ape..mybe die bjet x nk kaco hbungan aku ngan ex ke..or trase ati..hurm..ciannye die..feel sorry sgt2..if da time bley direverse kn..huhu.. x taw camne nk balas blik budi die tu..dulu,time kapel..ramai blame2 aku..kenape aku pilih si die..

Now..aku ambek pengajaran..between friends and sweetheart..if friends..juz like my watch..alwayz there at my hand..xkn hilang if g mane2 pn..alwayz stick with me..but kalo sweetheart pulak.. baju..dipakay sedap..but then bler2 je bley hilang.. hilang tyme siday kt ampaian kene blown by da wind..xpun,anta dobi,ilang..or da lusuh,jd kain burok..then kne r beli baju baru..hine gler arn..x patot btol..lg mahal baju tu..lg susah plak nk jge.. baju tu sbenarnye bley jd x hilang..if djage dgan baek..depends r pade si pemakay..kalo die panday jge bju tu leklok..

Herm..ni sorang lg member bek aku..dulu kt skola bese2 je..x sangke da abes spm,cm rapat lak..die dulu bestfriend 1^st guy yg aku jmpe tu la..now..aku rase aku lg rapat ngn die dr 1^st guy tu..die pn baek sgt2..pena la aku rase aku cm x layak kwn ngan die..stiap kali aku ade probs..diela org 1^st yg aku gtaw..syukor sgt2 die dkt je ngn aku..i mean satu university r ngn aku..kolej pn dkat..so,bler2 je ley jmpe..kwn ngan die..fun jgak r..kitorg cm byk kongsi pndangan..sometime..pe yg die rase aku wat x btol die tgor..urm..rse srbe sla jgak ngn die n his only one.. pnah r..his only one tu trbace msg2 inbox dr mber bek aku ni..so…die pker bukan2..dlu,mmber bek aku ni ade ke ptot ckp yg die rse cm sayang aku lbey dr his only one tu..die msg r..kbetolan..aku x delete lak msg die..so,his only one tu curi2 bace msg inbox aku..fuhh..if I was at his only one’s place..of course r..aku jealous..mara..cm seolah2 dipermainkn.ingt g..tyme tu mmber bek aku ni col aku..mrayu2 minx aku explain balik kt his only one tu..tyme tu aku cm serbe slh gler..ye r.mcm aku ni perampas kekasih org lak..bley plak aku ckp kt his only one tu..aku sggop putuskn prsahabatan kitorang if itu yg die nk.but then..at last..die minx maaf coz die sala fhm..die emo sgt..huhuhu.. n now..aku pn berhati2 gak r kwn ngan die..if die anggp aku more than a friend..aku cepat2 remind him bout his only one tu..huhuhu..n,aku pn anggp die as bestfriend.n it is impossible to be more than that..die pn da berpunye..aku doakn he n his only one tu brkekalan smpay bler2..but..ttbe aku rse sdey sal die ni..he will go away far from me soon..die da nk fly da ke korea bulan 3,2010 nti..msti aku org pling sdey kowt..da ckp da kt die..nti aku nk ikot anta die g klia..aku hope sgt smpat tyme tu..dpt lambai die dr jaoh pn jd la....sdeyy…

Hurm..n aku de gak friend..die ni rajen sgt calling aku..hehe..he is my teman berborak a.k.a pemanggil setia tika larot malam.. pn kalo x bz r..kgkdang rse ksian lak..asyik die je yg call2..aku ni x pernah pn nk call die..nk jimat kredit kunon..hahaha..tp best sgt2 borak2 ngn die..mcm2 kitorang talk about..so..rse cm da lame knal plak..pdahal..borak dlm telefon je..but..he is actually my senior..ex-schoolmate..die 1 year old than me..haha..dlu..when I was in form 5...ntah camne kitorg bley ambek gmbar sme..die la..but I’m not blamming on him 100% at all..aku blame jgak batch die tyme tu..aku cm xpat elak dr brgambar ngan die coz aku cam dikepong oleh dak2 batch die..so nk xnk trpakse r..aritu bru je kuar same..ttbe..die jmpot aku..kuar r same2..bezt sgt2.. dpt dengar die nyanyi..dpt gak timbe ilmu maen pool..die ajar r teknik2 tgn tu posisi nk cmne..besh2..tp cm shy2 gk ngn die..die..guy yg sengal sgt aku penah jmpe..dalam ksengalan die tu..die ank sulong..haha..msti besh jd adek die ke..hahaha..disiplin die x tahan..respect r dr segi disiplin die tu..ape tak nye..dak upnm..hihihi..

Hurm..de rmay lg mmber guy yg baek2..hurm..x lupe jugak kt ex..he is a great friend 4 me but mybe not a great lover.coz kitorg pnah jd best friend..huuhu..but..tu sume tggal kenangan...anyway..thanx guys!!!best dpt kwn with you all...