it is a complicated feeling

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feel so sad

feel so happy..

but most of all...

i am feeling a bit stress..

always trying to convince myself..

i am trying to become a better person..

who appreciate herself and people around her..

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I've done my best...

but maybe it is not enough..

i knew my ability..

and i think i knew all about myself..

but sometime..

i really don't understand...

 where is THE OLD ME..

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feel like can't stand anymore...

God..

i knew that You have choose the BEST path for me...

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everyday seems to be a scary day..

everyday before i close my eyes...

i would think..

what is going happen to me on the next day..

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i wonder if the time could be move backward..

but its just too late...

and now..just move along..

Follow the 'flow' that has been made for me..

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my sweethearts...

i miss you all damn much you know..

feel like i want to meet you all right now..

and telling about what i am feeling right now..

QLA.KREEN.CLAIRE.BETA.TQOD....

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my friends..

my 'loyal caller'

it seems like we have become far apart....

i miss  the 'TIME'

there is something that can make me smile a bit..

because i listen to it almost everyday..

=]

the song that has been dedicated to me

yea yea yea...

just be the way i am....

i am trying,OK.

thanks to YOU

and thanks to my 'loyal caller'

although it is just like along time ago both of you dedicated this song to me...

but i appreciate it..

thanks because make me smile a bit

*i wonder..how come the 'LC' could give me the same song as HE gave me????*

i would like to dedicate this songs also to all my 

beloved friends..

beloved follower..

qla.kreen.claire.beta.ulau,alan,komeng,acoy

and YOU!

I MISS YOU ALL...

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p/s:trying to improve my language too...='[