wait for me, sakura..........

                          

Yeah!!finally I’ve finished my final exam…but oops!!!this happiness would not be so long…I’ll have to sit another exam which  is the ticket for me  to go japan!!ouhh…it is less than one month from now…huu..i got butterflies in my stomach since ……..…

Nothing to tell about..but just wanna share what am I feeling right now..yeah..blog will always be my diary..hurm..last night was the saddest night ever ..i guess..around  12 in the midnight..suddenly I got  a call from unknown number..the voice of the caller was really weird..Gosh!!!it was my little brother..i am a very bad sister who didn’t save her siblings’s phone number..YEAH..I know that…stupid!!..he never call me before..what a sudden…then I spoke to my mom…she told me that act my little brother- AYEP..missed me…huu…I felt so  sad to hear that..and all of sudden..my tears  drop out..huhu ..ayep!!i miss you too

the budak hitam

Now..lets talk about a BABY..heee..i was so happy when I talked to my very little brother..LUQMAN HAKIM..he could recognize my voice you know!!!!!hurm..he doesn’t have a specific name right now..but I kept thinking..either to call him LUQMAN or AKIM..WAAAAAA..thats  naughty baby could speak..i mean not speaking in our language la…he spoke baby language last night..i wonder..why the naughty baby didn’t sleep yet in the midnight..hurmm..naughty baby!!!arg..miss him so much..naughty but damn cute!!!he can pose in front of camera  weyh..still baby but love camera..huh!!everything inside our house is full with baby stuffs!!his eating chair..car control..another car[my father bought it last two weeks]..baby toys..baby walker..baby cot..urggh..too crowded..just because of the little alien’s stuffs..wallawweyh..how lucky he is..huu…really miss my family…

DOCTOR yang bajet hot!!!

 And…lastly…I miss him damn much….sorry..i cant sms you as usual anymore…hurm..sometime feel so far from you..yeaa…not other couples..everyday keep messaging/calling/skyping each other..hurm..but I think  it is good for ourself..maybe  GOD give us this kind of test to us just to practice before we are really really far apart from each other…yea..sometime I regret why this thing happened to me..urghh..all phones are sucks!!!!but then..there must be a great reward behind all of this!!=[..SKYPE????hurm..im not ready at all..haha..for a stupid reason..just wait..after we are really far apart..then I will allow you to skype me..’’yeay..webcam time’’….sorry my RYU…cause I cant be the best for you..

Erm..i hate this kind of sad feeling..so jealous for seeing all friends were having they great holiday…life must go on..whatever it is i must pass the MONKASYO exam..i cant give up for this short time..just around 3 weeks to go babeyh!!japan!!wait for me..SAKURA!!!please wait for me..i cant wait to see you next year on march!!yeah…gambarimasyou!!!

the best for me when i'm down..this song had been dedicated to me few years ago..ermm from somebody currently at toronto..love this song too much..