i realized..

Hurm..i guess its not big problem at all for those who have too many gfs around them right..

but me?

suddenly i realized about how importance of having gfs beside you..

i realized it when i kept thinking about who gonna be with me during my vacation to Korea next march...

i knew that HE gonna accompany me...but honestly..its not my point of going there just with him..never think of it!
yeaa..i knew..tak manis asyik hangout with him berdua..but what to say,i've already got restu from ibu and yet she said.."elokla dia teman...asyik berjalan je kerja ko.."
but then i said.."fy tak pernah pun ajak die..die yang nak ikot..."

and again you know what my ibu said.."ish ko ni fy..kesian die..biarlah die ikot..elok.."
but!!!!!!erghhhhhhhh!!!

please understand me...i need gfs!!!!not only because i dont have gfs to go with...

but i really dont have any here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so regret because time zaman dulu as like lebih banyak buat kawan lelaki...

ye la..sebab aku tak suka kawan perempuan sangat...

alasan sebab perempuan ni leceh,sikit-sikit nak merajok la...

heh!!i should ignore the reasons..and now its kinda too late to make gfs right now..

and now...i feel so jealous for  those who have gfs around them right now..

about my vacation to Korea..yea..the flight is already confirm..but the big problem now is i dont have any gfs who can go with me...

i've asked my other gfs...erk..can i call gf if she likes already forgot me at all?

nvm...i still called you my gf..*me so kind*

but well the answer i got from them is just..."not confirm"

hello!!im asking you to go Korea okay[outside Japan]..so i need your confirmation earlier because need to settle everything about the ticket and etc..and while the ticket price is still low..heh!!!!!

dont feel like going to Korea right now..huh!

stop talking about Korea!

okay..again and again..im so regret right now..because i didn't make too many gfs during my childhood till now..

and again totally regret!

so pengajaran yang aku dapat kat sini...zaman muda-muda tak payah la nak banyakkan bfs...tapi jangan salah faham..dalam keadaan aku bukan aku yang mencari bfs..bila fikir balik..sepanjang hidup ni memang dikelilingi lelaki..sejak zaman kindergarten lagi,semua kawasan kejiranan lelaki...and sekarang pula satu kelas tu semua lelaki...nak cakap apa?

pengakuan jujur..

memanglah best kawan dengan guys ni..but susah nak cari  guys yang just nak jadi bestfriend!

semuanya nak lebih...dah kawan tu kawan je lah kan..

but in other cases pulak...

once kita berkawan then kita ada boyfie lak...langsung guys ni taknak kawan kita lagi dah!!terus hilang tak contact terus!!!

hello!!!!friend is still friend okay!

sedihnya!!!i really need gfs beside me..

bosan tak ada gfs around nak borak2..luahkan perasaan..

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p/s:gfs in Malaysia..you know what..i really need you all here..im alone!