what a terrible week i had since last monday!!!enough said..i was too pressure,with a lot of homeworks,its a lot as can be put enough into the shipping container..im not kidding!
i was so stress since the first day of school,there's something happened on that day.......and i was so rushing..with jet lag and directly went to the class!
on the saturday,went to shinjuku gyoen,just to release my stress..going for hanami/watching the sakura,perfect scenery on spring there..but it was not so enough for me to release my stress..
the happiness happened in just a short time!
then starting on monday,i went to class with the CUAK feeling..as like everyday onwards would be a nightmare for me..scary enough!
argghhh!this is not a good start for me!i expected that sensei would not give homeworks too early as the class was just started right!but my expectation was totally wrong!
and i thought that sensei would ask "how many homeworks do u have now?" like the time when i was in the 3rd year..but unfortunately the question didnt come out from each of the sensei..daffukkk!
urgghh!!!not a good start!and u know,i feel like i was not this Fify who studying till 12:30 everyday since the school start!walllllaaaa!so cemerlang!!!!!!i was so in hurry as the sensei also looks so hurry in teaching us..just imagine,almost all subjects had finished the first chapter only in a week!damnnn!!!!!
and idk why should i take too many english classes now..english classes only give 6 credits weyh!!though bonus for me!!im not saying im good enough in english..huh!english dah berterabur..only blog da place i can practice my language..maybe.
todays morning,idk if sensei kesian towards me..got english listening class,and the......*apetuh,erg!cant get it either in eng or bm..(1 short paragraph ni got american yg read it) keep repeating and repeating..but then sensei ask me to listen only the japanese language,not the english because he said he know it was such a simple paragraph for me..but seriously i said the english listening class was so simple!you might laugh when you listened to it as you would think budak kecik pun boleh faham!
and last,the sad thing is..i planned to go to mother farm at chiba,just to see the beautiful scenery,full of flowers,and picking the strawberry too..but i checked the weather forecast for saturday at chiba, it would be raining all the day..ahhhhh!!what a sad feeling i have! nanges senanges nangesnya!
otak serabut and i just think of going back home!!!but im just too confused either to take my flight on 14?15?16?17? of july?????summer holidays..please come faster..i cant wait for that!
sorry if my post is too bored enough..just luahan..doakan kejayaan saya dan rakyat malaysia yang lain di sini okay...
above picture?below picture?erk sorry i dont know where my photo's location is,as i just using my phone to update this blog..that picture is enough to tell you how serabut my otak is!huhu..
p/s: i want the 4wd!hoping theres no other buyer for that 4wd..so that.......
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