Special appreciation 4….

Huhu..suddenly feel terharu.n..appreciate sgt kt da guys dat I’ve met..mule2..bajet diorang gatal2 nk be friend wif me..tp rupenye..what dat I thought b4 ni..totally 100% wrong..niat diorg tol2 bek nk be friend ngan aku..huhuhu..tp mybe aku fikir cmni coz stakat ni..thanx god..coz aku jmpe laki yg baek2..sometimes ,aku lak rse segan sangat2 n rse cam x layak nk kwn ngn dey all coz aku rse aku ni jahat sangat..apetah lg nk jd awek dey all..jgn mimpila..prangai pn x elok..hihi..

Da 1^st guy yg aku jmpe...tyme f.3..baek sgt..jge solat..slalu r nasihatkn aku bab blaja ni..bg dorongan la..bcoz of him la aku rse aku ley dpt 8A dlm PMR ..n my effort too..of course r kn..nk cter sal die banyak sgt r kot..tp bezt sgt2 dpt kwn ngan die..eventhough die tu cam serious sgt..tp bler kwn..len sgt ..perangai die..he is someone that I really respect..aku regret sgt2 nape la aku cm x appreciate die dulu.aku bley pulak pilih sweetheart than die.padahal, aku knal die lg lame than sweetheart aku dulu..regret sgt2..but nk regret2 pn x gne..coz da happened pn kan..but now..cm da jrg contact..aku rse aku taw sbb ape..mybe die bjet x nk kaco hbungan aku ngan ex ke..or trase ati..hurm..ciannye die..feel sorry sgt2..if da time bley direverse kn..huhu.. x taw camne nk balas blik budi die tu..dulu,time kapel..ramai blame2 aku..kenape aku pilih si die..

Now..aku ambek pengajaran..between friends and sweetheart..if friends..juz like my watch..alwayz there at my hand..xkn hilang if g mane2 pn..alwayz stick with me..but kalo sweetheart pulak.. baju..dipakay sedap..but then bler2 je bley hilang.. hilang tyme siday kt ampaian kene blown by da wind..xpun,anta dobi,ilang..or da lusuh,jd kain burok..then kne r beli baju baru..hine gler arn..x patot btol..lg mahal baju tu..lg susah plak nk jge.. baju tu sbenarnye bley jd x hilang..if djage dgan baek..depends r pade si pemakay..kalo die panday jge bju tu leklok..

Herm..ni sorang lg member bek aku..dulu kt skola bese2 je..x sangke da abes spm,cm rapat lak..die dulu bestfriend 1^st guy yg aku jmpe tu la..now..aku rase aku lg rapat ngn die dr 1^st guy tu..die pn baek sgt2..pena la aku rase aku cm x layak kwn ngan die..stiap kali aku ade probs..diela org 1^st yg aku gtaw..syukor sgt2 die dkt je ngn aku..i mean satu university r ngn aku..kolej pn dkat..so,bler2 je ley jmpe..kwn ngan die..fun jgak r..kitorg cm byk kongsi pndangan..sometime..pe yg die rase aku wat x btol die tgor..urm..rse srbe sla jgak ngn die n his only one.. pnah r..his only one tu trbace msg2 inbox dr mber bek aku ni..so…die pker bukan2..dlu,mmber bek aku ni ade ke ptot ckp yg die rse cm sayang aku lbey dr his only one tu..die msg r..kbetolan..aku x delete lak msg die..so,his only one tu curi2 bace msg inbox aku..fuhh..if I was at his only one’s place..of course r..aku jealous..mara..cm seolah2 dipermainkn.ingt g..tyme tu mmber bek aku ni col aku..mrayu2 minx aku explain balik kt his only one tu..tyme tu aku cm serbe slh gler..ye r.mcm aku ni perampas kekasih org lak..bley plak aku ckp kt his only one tu..aku sggop putuskn prsahabatan kitorang if itu yg die nk.but then..at last..die minx maaf coz die sala fhm..die emo sgt..huhuhu.. n now..aku pn berhati2 gak r kwn ngan die..if die anggp aku more than a friend..aku cepat2 remind him bout his only one tu..huhuhu..n,aku pn anggp die as bestfriend.n it is impossible to be more than that..die pn da berpunye..aku doakn he n his only one tu brkekalan smpay bler2..but..ttbe aku rse sdey sal die ni..he will go away far from me soon..die da nk fly da ke korea bulan 3,2010 nti..msti aku org pling sdey kowt..da ckp da kt die..nti aku nk ikot anta die g klia..aku hope sgt smpat tyme tu..dpt lambai die dr jaoh pn jd la....sdeyy…

Hurm..n aku de gak friend..die ni rajen sgt calling aku..hehe..he is my teman berborak a.k.a pemanggil setia tika larot malam.. pn kalo x bz r..kgkdang rse ksian lak..asyik die je yg call2..aku ni x pernah pn nk call die..nk jimat kredit kunon..hahaha..tp best sgt2 borak2 ngn die..mcm2 kitorang talk about..so..rse cm da lame knal plak..pdahal..borak dlm telefon je..but..he is actually my senior..ex-schoolmate..die 1 year old than me..haha..dlu..when I was in form 5...ntah camne kitorg bley ambek gmbar sme..die la..but I’m not blamming on him 100% at all..aku blame jgak batch die tyme tu..aku cm xpat elak dr brgambar ngan die coz aku cam dikepong oleh dak2 batch die..so nk xnk trpakse r..aritu bru je kuar same..ttbe..die jmpot aku..kuar r same2..bezt sgt2.. dpt dengar die nyanyi..dpt gak timbe ilmu maen pool..die ajar r teknik2 tgn tu posisi nk cmne..besh2..tp cm shy2 gk ngn die..die..guy yg sengal sgt aku penah jmpe..dalam ksengalan die tu..die ank sulong..haha..msti besh jd adek die ke..hahaha..disiplin die x tahan..respect r dr segi disiplin die tu..ape tak nye..dak upnm..hihihi..

Hurm..de rmay lg mmber guy yg baek2..hurm..x lupe jugak kt ex..he is a great friend 4 me but mybe not a great lover.coz kitorg pnah jd best friend..huuhu..but..tu sume tggal kenangan...anyway..thanx guys!!!best dpt kwn with you all...

LiFe As a KtJ's StUdEnT..

KTJ??WHAT IS ACTUALLY 'KTJ' MEANS??KTJ means, KOLEJ TEKNIKAL JEPUN or JAPANESE TECHNICAL COLLEGE...KTJ tue..salah saTU program from the idea of Tun.Dr.Mahathir;DASAR PANDANG KE TIMUR or LOOK EAST POLICY..Urm,AKu pkEr no need la to tell u da background of dis program..ape yg aku nk share..bout my life as a student of KTJ..

HUHH!!!!!...hahaha..awal2 lg aku da mengeluh..b4 dat,biar aku story cket how aku ley terjebak jd studenk ktj..early april 2009..aku g interview jpa at politeknik port dickson..going to da interview with butterflies in my stomach..x mengharap pn dapat..but kalo dpt,alhamdulillah..it's rezeki for me..then,a few weeks later..checked through da jpa's website..''TAHNIAH!'',huh..dat time,aku very2 shocked..actually,SHUHAIB[my best fren],was da first one who knew da rezult..aku betol2 SCARY TAHAP KARMA nk check..after die checked..then he was really excited telling me da result..but,bley pulak aku x prcaye kt best fren sndri..so, aku pn opened la website jpa tu..shocked gler sal x prcaye cne bley trpilih..nk kate akunye spm result..xdela GEMPAK ABISS..bersederhane jew..1 or 2 weeks after that..i started my journey of da life [being the student of ktj]..at INTEC [INTERNATIONAL EDUCATION CENTRE],Uitm,sek.17,shah alam,selangor...one week i got orientation week a.k.a MINGGU MESRA PELAJAR(MMP)..fuhhh!!student ktj cket gler..74 students je..but now 73[sorg bru je blaa.. last 3 weeks coz he wanted to do further study for other course;nak works kt his father's company..]..n kitoruk gk la the youngest student at that time coz student of program ktj je da 1st yg yg register kt intec,other students,sume pangkat senior..other programs such as A-level medic(ALM)..Australian Matriculation(AUSMAT)..byk lg under jpa,sume x mashyuk lg..

About da MMP tu,nothing interested happen..but,da 1st day of da MMP,phak jpa bg taklimat cket..dat time,felt want to cry pn ade..PKER SRONOK KE DPT TAJAAN JPA??huhuhu..time tu gk,trase TANGGUNGJAWAB yg dpegang tu berat..siap kene sign a lot of surat agreement dgn KERAJAAN MALAYSIA, JPA, UiTM..huhuhu..so,my work in INTEC x laen x bukan JUZ STUDY..the 3rd day x slap.ntah macm mne i was chosen to be MC for majlis bersame PEGAWAI2 JPA???tyme tu aku da try reject..coz aku got cough..tp bley plak org yg plih aku tu ckp," xkan la student tajaan jpa takot macam ni??'',aku TERGAMAM!!then i had to say ''OK!!I'll try my best..''..PERGHHHHH!!during da majlis..i was so nervous..damn scared!!siap ade lecturer dr japan yg dtg..canselor intec pn lg la memang ade..but that tyme was some of da best memory eva speaking in front of da peoples..aku kne puji dr CANSELOR n PEN.PENGARAH JPA..hehehe..coz i was brave to talk in front of the peoples..syap ckp..''WHO KNOWS ONE DAY SHE WILL BE A LEADER IN ANY BIG ORGANIZATION..''..hahaha..wallaw weyh!!!haha, padahal being mc yg brsederhane je..gne ayat2 time jd pemforum kt skool lame dlu..

Abes bab mmp,let me tell u how my life's going on there..erm,1st week blaja..very happy coz trase gler mcm blaja kt kindergarten dlu..learning da words of japanese only..pe lg,in class behave like a child la..hehehehe..but dlm week 2,EVERYDAY GOT A TEST..I had to memorize all da words..HIRAGANA (ひらがな) AND KATAKANA (カヌカナ)..STAKAT MEMORIZE BENDE TU,OK LG..

Then..aku nk story kt cni..whats da reality jd student ktj..FRANKLY SPEAKING..anyone who r intersted of being ktj's student must have a very2 good memory!!!FUHHH!! x tahan..sriously,aku plak daye ingatan x kuat sangat...so,memang teramat2 sekse..memorize da grammar ok lg..but THE HARDEST THING TO MEMORIZE IS..KANJI...for da chinese mybe easy for them to memorize..but non-chinese or anyone without any chinese writing skill..it is da hrdest thing..believe me!!sometime,pker blik...menyesal aku x study mandarin btol2 tyme kt skool lame..hahaha..MENYESAL DI KEMUDIAN ARI DA XDE GUNENYE...everytime blaja kanji je..esoknye pasti ade test..CONCLUSION..everytime learning new words/grammar/kanji...TEST IS A MUST!!!...so,simple..TEST IS ALMOST EVERYDAY...

Life as a student of ktj ni..for me..SANGAT MENDATAR..i keep doing da same thing everyday!!CAN U IMAGINE IT???such as there's no climax or anything..EAT JAPAN,SLEEP JAPAN,BATH JAPAN,=..EVERYTHING I DO IS ALL ABOUT JAPAN...

Memang la aku minat sgt ngan japan..but xdela smpay tahp mcm tu de..but as a student ktj..aku kene jd cm2...HA..NK CKP SAL holiday pulak..holiday for ktj program sangtla sedikit...now..aku semester 2..holidays start on this coming 7 of dec till 27 of dec...so sad..3 weeks only,but other programe..about a month!!huhu..right now..ktj program,senior n kitorunk je yg wujud di muka bumi intec...sdey arn...kt kolej akasia(da place where i live)..almost all da blocks...KOSONG..N DARK...yg terang benderang juz my block[block 9]..n da seniors' block...

Right now..i'm so stress..exam is around da corner..with da MENDATAR LIFE..but..life as a student of ktj must go on..going to japan is everystudents' aim, i mean ktj students... 1year 5 months more to go..then,flying without wings to JAPAN...OK..dats all i juz wanna share..but actually a lot..HOweva..anything new about life of ktj student..i'll tell u..

so..this story will be continued...