Just walk if you can't run

"Just walk with anyone, anytime, anywhere as long as it can heal your broken heart"- the butterfly.

Another night.

One night and one more time..thanks for the memories~♪♪

How I wish you know the truth behind the 'crush story' =')

And how I wish the night would never end...

Need to post the date here, who knows I can repeat it again on the same date..
9-10 October 2014 -p.m a.m-

The last love fairytale of mine..

At last, a heartbreaking news happened last night. The 3 years of joy, happiness, love, batman-story, and many more finally ended last night on 2nd October 2014.
I hope, this is the last story of my life about the Love-before married that i would share here.

Hey you, i dont know if you would read this.. this song is specially dedicated to you..

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby.....

Last night was the saddest night that ive been through.. but...
Thanks a lot to my crush..

A crush, that willingly to accompany me through the night..going nowhere in the middle of the night..till 4 o'clock in the morning..
Walking along the riverside..it was so cold, the midnight wind..and gazing the stars with you, was such a precious moment that i would never ever forget..
We talked so much, that some , maybe a lot of your story made me fall into you more and more.. though you just a crush for me.. thanks my always crush. =)

And, its time to say good bye to my ex-lover.. though its not so easy to say.. what a tough Goodbye ='(

自分の結婚式どうなるかな～

Vacation alone

What a crazy and extreme
idea, but still didnt decide yet..
Maybe emosi tak menentu
Hah!i admit, i feel a bit jealous with those who got a chance to go for a '"卒業旅行"  with their japanese friends or what we call graduation vacation????erk

Pity you fify for having the weirdddd classmates(i've told u before about them in my previous post,haha!)

And i just knew that they went for the 卒業旅行 without inviting me. pity you fify!

And another sad thing is..
Hurm, i still can't believe, me the still 22 years old holding huge amount of $$ but it is used for variety of payments?!!i'm shocked.i'm literally shocked!!! I guess, or I should mark on my year-calendar that March is always the month of money!

But thanks to one of the maybank banker, or i guess money-planner(?)she gave me the inspiration to double up my asb so that I can pay down-payment for a house at the early age of 30! Good idea.. ahhh, lets dont talk about the money thingyyyy..
Coz the saddest partttt is,
the news that ibu ayah cancelled their plan going to Japan for my graduation day is suchhhh a frustating thing(the saddest thing i think?!)
I dont wanna talk much about that,
Sedih!hampa!kecewa!frust! But i believe we plan,but Allah is the best of planners.. Hurmm

But.. I'll remember what my ayah had promised me～*i cant tell here what it is as it is a big secret,heh!!!

Well, it is a sad thing to have no celebration for my graduation, i mean at least by myself.. :'(
After 5 years berhempas pulas for a diploma???!!

Alhamdulillah! ALLAH helps me in many ways, and I know, without the dua's from ibu ayah, bestfriends, I guess I wouldnt manage to stay on this path that i've chosen 5 years ago :'(

Hurmm, back to the topic, yes, im planning for a lonely vacation.. where and when is still under planning.
Again, we plan, but Allah decide all...

Teaser...