My first winter holiday,cuti musim sejuk pertamaku..
okay,maybe semua orang yang tak pernah merasakan salji mesti fikir,oh!alangkah seronoknya dapat bermain dengan cute snowy tu!heh!but for me it was just a tragedy,that i will never forget about it,but before tu lets take a look some pictures during the holiday..the first week of winter holiday..
my winter holiday start with a gathering ,3 days 2 night at Kanazawa Onsen, Nagano.Okay,ini mungkin sesuatu yang jujur untuk diluahkan after dipendam..diperap semasa exam dan akhirnya di sinilah tempat mengadu selain insan yang terdekat.The first day sampai Nagano,of course lah happy..bukan sebab salji yang terutama tapi dapat bersama semula dengan mereka-mereka yang pernah menjadi batch persediaan bahasa di Malaysia.Disebabkan happy yang teramat dan rasa berterima kasih untuk seseorang yang telah sanggup volunteer mengurus penginapan dan sewaan barang-barang ski dan snowboard..so aku pun mengajak rakan-rakan perempuan untuk membuat cake atas dasar usahanya tersebut.
The first night rasa seronok sangat,dinner and makan cakes tu sama-sama. Walaupun cake tak berapa menjadi..heehee but honestly malam tu la yang best!Met those yang dah lama tak jumpa after several months study kat Jepun.Jepun ni nampak je kecil tapi kami terpisah jauh ='(
The second day,aku just rasa sedih because aku perlu bermain ski.And fyi,aku sangat lah takut bermain ski,as ayah aku pun macam tak bagi sangat main ski..dia kata chotto abunai..bahaya sikitlah,so aku memang dah aim nak main snowboard. But at the time kami sampai tempat sewaan barang,dah ada nama yang dilekatkan di kasut ski and snowboard.And the always unlucky me macam biasa lah mesti tak dapat apa yang kita nak.So aku pun pasrah as they said,the next day boleh tukar.Aku pun pujuk hati, "okay nevermind,esok boleh main snowboard fify..."aku pun main la ski dengan tunjuk ajar seseorang yang akhirnya ditinggalkan bersendirian,jatuh masuk dalam salji banyak kali bersendirian..dan nasib ada orang yang menyelamatkan..saddest moment ever!
"you wouldn't be alone if you bring your bf together because he will never let you alone"
thats what I felt on that day!then time nak pulangkan kasut ski,dapat tahu yang kalau nak tukar kena bayar..aku agak tergamam and actually i dont know yang ada technical problem,not technically but maybe the language problem..rupanya kami yang da dapat kasut masing-masing tu dah tak boleh tukar,but if nak tukar kena bayar.Aku tak ambil port sangat dengan harapan ada rakan-rakan yang sudi menukar..
rupanya sangkaan aku jatuh meleset,it was so unpredictable!tak ada yang nak tukar but diorang nak share duit bayarkan...so aku pun terpaksa terima padahal dalam hati...mengapa perlu bayar lebih sedangkan pihak lelaki pun hanya tukar sesama sendiri?
aku pujuk hati terpaksa terima duit diorang but unfortunately,bila tiba the third day,tiba-tiba harga untuk penukaran kasut jadi tinggi gila and for me it was just tak berbaloi.So mereka yang nak berkongsi bayarkan of course jumlah wang pun kena tambah kan?aku pun lagi tak sedap hati,like i said..why I should pay more??seems the guys just exchange between them.
With a broken heart,sumpah sedih!..aku pun terus tanggalkan semua yang dipinjam and aku taknak main.Yeah..sounds like a small kid kan?but thats me.if I say no I will act the actual way to say no!at first aku tahan perasaan,boleh lagi followed them to the next station..but when I arrived there,I just walk alone to a restaurant watching them playing snowboard happily from far away..I don't believe that I was setabah tu sanggup melihat their happy face playing snowboard...and after dah tak nampak kelibat mereka,aku terus nangis
Time itulah aku mula fikir dengan batch zaman sekolah aku which is Circa ft Crackerz..how I miss them so much..and I know my lovely Circa wouldn't do that thing to me...and I wonder if at that time I was with the Circa,mesti akan ada someone,not one maybe more than one that might handle this problem,discuss with others,on how to be fair in that case!and I admit that there is no other batch yang boleh ganti CIRCA!
In this case,I'm not pointing finger at others but this is just the way I tell my feeling through my diary..from that day,if ada gathering I plan not to go!it is such a forbidden gathering for me.And sorry to say,it was the worst gathering ever and ever.When thinking it back,I should attend the KAMPUNG TARBIYYAH which held on the same day by AMIR...not just for few days but a week!lagi dapat jumpa ramai kawan baru!
and again,I know some of the batch might read this post..and I am very sorry again.This is just what I feel...
p/s: around 37 peoples attended the gathering.
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