Impian

Hurm..
It's 1:30a.m but my brain wouldnt stop thinking..haha!
Have you ever been felt like seeing someone's dream is just not that high than yours but h/she seems got enough of it?
As like, you keep wondering why would you put your dream higher than other and it looks so difficult to achieve..

Do you understand what I am saying about?hurmm let me give an example of my situation..

Contohnya; about car(ni je yang terlintas right now)
Hurm, sejujurnya aku tak pernah aim nak beli kereta viva ke, myvi ke.. mahupun honda accord ke?but I aim higher than that.. aku aim kereta2 yang dahsyat2 macam koenigsegg , gtr-35, lamborghini and byk lagi. PELIK! How come aku boleh aim setinggi itu sedangkan hurm ayahku tak punyai kereta mewah pun.
And sometimes I feel jealous bila dia just aim Myvi... OK MYVI je????!

Back then, aku muhasabah diri balik..
Mungkin impian die nampak kecil, tapi kita tak tau bagi dia.. impian tu da besar sangat bagi dia!!!! Contoh senang, aku aim just nak lulus exam je, maybe orang lain pandang, "ek elleh, aim lulus je????rendahnya matlamat!!"
Padahal orang tu tak tahu.. betapa gila vavi susahnya nak lulus exam tu ibarat mencari segelen air di padang pasir yang kering kontang!hehe, my example is too extreme right?

And of course, if we aim too damnn high, so the obstacle that will come out will definitely be too damnnnn big!!a titanic obstacle!

Macam ayah selalu pesan, everytime I keep complaining to ayah about how hard studying here(Japan) as their education is sooooo not my level(malaysian education level,hell yaa the japanese already learnt the complicated diferentiation and integration at age 15 or maybe earlier than that!!!!), and ayah like always said,
"Kalau takut dilambung ombak, jangan berumah di tepi pantai"
Padan muka diri sendiri!elok-elok dapat Utm @ semarak, berlagak KUAT pilih Jepun without thinking the risk!padan muka fify!you deserve it!

Somehow my own definition of that phrase , if you aim higher, it means you're ready with any possible outcomes, risk that you may face to..
And again, jangan berumah di tepi pantai for me, is not just a house, but sebuah agam mewah dengan pemandangan cantik tepi pantai..sanggup bina mewah2 biarpun tahu ombak besar mungkin akan datang..

So conclusion?
Don't aim too high if you are not ready with the possible obstacle that might get in the way of achieving your goals/dreams. But if you want to, make sure you are the REAL BRAVE RISK-Taker!!!!!

OmG! What a motivation before going to sleep!